this is my journal.

this house is absurdly large.  killed a man in the study and even though he screamed like mad i had to go looking for his wife.  she was watching tv in the bedroom on the third floor.  never even heard him.  can you believe it?

and the kitchen is stocked and all the beds are soft.  i wonder how long i could stay here before their absence causes someone to call the cops. 

im set for tonight at least.  there are even steaks in the fridge.  this is easily the best luck ive had in weeks.

two months since my last post.  dont have an excuse this time either, just forgot.  other things have taken precedence.

i have so many new marks.  nearly forty.  gordon must be livid from frustration at this point.  and im sure the batman grates his teeth in the night as he thinks of all the people ive killed, all the people he couldnt save.

that free clinic nurse is still alive though.  i need to get on that. 

theres no reason why her mark shouldnt already be gracing my flesh.

no reason at all.

i have been… busy.

mostly with being sick.

left ivy’s not long after my last post and took to the sewers.  used them to get around the city.  and find people.  and kill people. 

caught something down there though.  still not sure what.  some real bad bug.  put me on my ass for two weeks.  had some crazy fever dreams.  lost some weight.  no good.

i woke up a few days ago in a free clinic downtown.  not sure how i got there.

couldn’t bring myself to kill the nurse before i left.  might go back for her later.  but in the meantime i got a couple in the park to make up for it.  i can’t allow myself to get soft.

went out earlier.  walked for a while.  went down to the river

i was trying to enjoy myself.  took in the night air and the city lights.  watched the boats.

a couple punk kids sped past me on their bikes.  laughed.  heheh i was even going to let them go, but they came by a second time.

the backs of hooded sweatshirts make for great handholds, you know.  especially when you have to drag some assholes off their huffys

and the river was right there below me!  such convenience. 

though i wonder how long the bodies will stay fastened to those bikes. hmm

it’s late and i’m feeling generous.

do any of you miserable drones have a question for the one who is to be your salvation?  whatever you like - i am an honest man.

have been absent from this thing for the last week or so.  my apologies.

i believe i spent the first two days here sleeping.  it must be all the plants in such close vicinity, but the air is

more airy?

that sounds stupid

feeling great though - surprising considering the limited selection of food.  strength is coming back to me.  been running just for the fuck of it.  running everywhere.  starting to understand the appeal.  i think i’m getting faster. 

no one will be able to escape me when i come for them, perhaps not even the bat.

i knew this week was going to bring me something.  didn’t know it would bring me poison ivy though.  that was an intriguing development.

i still can’t be sure if i’m grateful or just disgusted with myself for needing her help to escape.  both i suppose.

ivy’s place is warm.  it’s a greenhouse so i shouldn’t be surprised, but still.  very different from what i’m accustomed to.

once i get my strength back, there’ll be no stopping me. 

gotham should prepare itself. 

Because I’m just anal like that, I grouped together all the RP posts between me and xoxoxoivy and am posting them here so the whole story’s in one place.  :D

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busted and bruised up

but i think this week holds promise

lets see if im right.

((Wow, I have new followers, that’s amazing.  :D  So I suppose maybe it’s time to make a big OOC post saying hello to everyone.

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I’m a super chill RPer, and I only pop on a few times a day, so if you’d like to get ahold of Zsasz for whatever reason, just shoot him an Ask and he’ll write back soon.  He really has nothing better to do, what with being locked up and everything.

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nice lttle nurse fixed m,e up

couldve killed her bt i can wait

would tke too much effort riught now

guards hav been m,aking   game of me today.  got draggedout of my cell early thisw morning.  and in th later morning.  ad after lunch 

its hard t fight back wen theres a dozen of the,m and your wrists ar ebound with cable ties.  those btches reallly dig in.

good thing i cn take a beatnig

just ned to lie down fora while..

ineedthemark:

aaci-001171:

they took the computer but dr shaw convinced them to give it back.

my sunlight therapy has been declared a failure however

wow what a shock

im going to miss the color on my arms though

also my nose is broken

had to reset it myself

the guards dont like losing one of their own

hehheh

guess how i made the mark

go on guess

They always go for the nose. It’s a wonder we can breathe as well as we do…

… Hmm. Well, I remember a time when I broke the mirror they provided and used that… to kill a guard and make my mark… So, mirror?

they dont let me near mirrors anymore.  they learned that lesson the hard way

no i had to go about this the old fashioned way

thumb nail and a high pain threshold 

not the deepest mark but it’ll do for now

(Source: aaci001171)

they took the computer but dr shaw convinced them to give it back.

my sunlight therapy has been declared a failure however

wow what a shock

im going to miss the color on my arms though

also my nose is broken

had to reset it myself

the guards dont like losing one of their own

hehheh

guess how i made the mark

go on guess